12/16/10 B town

Last night the weather was snowy. The weather report said all kinds of things like: freezing rain and so on. We were supposed to visit the little kids and to bring Rain home so that we can drive her to the airport tomorrow morning.

BUT . . . I didn't want to wake up at the crack of dawn to drive her there (with Luke.) So . . . I thought well . . . if the weather is bad . . . . But then my strong side came up . No, I said to myself. We will go to B town as we promised. A little weather won't stop us.

The weather wasn't bad. The kids were happy to see us and Rain was glad to spend some rare quality time with us.

Not a GD. I spent more time with Violet than with Xavier. It hurt his feelings. He didn't even say good bye to me. I wasn't sad for me, but I was sorry for Xavier that he felt so bad. I mean--I was selfish. I brought a darling little dress for Violet and for her doll. I wanted to play with girl things. Not a GD.

It's important to take responsibility for my own bad GD. I won't do it again.