12/25/10 Christmas Morning , Home to Indy

Last night, I made a decision to get up early (for me) and be present with the kids while they were opening their gifts. I was thinking of others--the whole family. They all wanted us to be present with them for breakfast. I didn't sleep well in the motel (too much sugar) but I got up anyway. Showered and was ready for a day of fun and family.

Rain is being surprised by me. I get up when it's appropriate--more and more--and I'm present with people who love me and want me to share life with them.

Mostly I played with the kids. It's Christmas and I wanted to help create great memories for them. Luke and I realized that these kids are so amazing. They got so much today, but it didn't throw them off or make them nuts and wild. They were polite and said thank you. They played nicely with their things.

It was a beautiful peaceful time. We stayed as late as we could. I was very, very tired driving home. I didn't say anything, because I knew that Luke was even more tired. I did ask Rain to make me green tea and that did help. As soon as we started driving, Luke went right to sleep and he slept for most of the ride. I just prayed and kept drinking the green tea. God was with me and I stayed steady. But I have to say that I might have fallen asleep without the tea.

The ride home was God's grace to me. It was safe and quiet. I was able to stay focused. GD's are not only things we do, but the gratitude we feel for what is done for us.

I'm going to send a Blue Mountain card to Rain. She worked so hard cooking and wrapping gifts and setting a beautiful table. I want to let her know that she's appreciated.

12/22/10 Chores with Luke, Yes, I'm crabby, Hummm, Gave out some gifts , saw an old friends adorable baby.

I woke up a bit crabby. Who knows why. I made the decision to accept that I won't always be happy and up beat. It's what I do about it. Do I torture my friends and family. Baba used to say: " Don't be a burden on the world. "

So I did another kind of GD. I threw my bad mood into the inner fire. Wow. It flamed up so high. An offering to God. Instead of bumming Luke out, we worked together to get things done for our trip and our family.

We had a gift for Kay and for Melissa: both women will like their gifts. Luke and I worked together to pick each one out. We got to give Kay her gift in person. She seemed pleased to be remembered. I'd like to be a fly on the wall when she opens it. She gave us her gift. It was a lovely Christmas ornament.

I could have pushed Luke to do more chores, but it didn't feel fair. So I promised to do the rest of the chores tomorrow while he takes care of his own stuff.

I gave Chris ( our Shwan's guy) his Christmas gift. He's sweet. I didn't need much but we talked a bit, and wished each other a happy holiday.

12/21/10 Dr K, Shop, Drop, Hatha

Good Deeds? Again. Nothing pops into my mind. Hummmm.

Well, I did an anti GD. I was at Dr. K's and he did my adjustment. I was so freaked out about my up coming trip. He gave me a cool Bible reading to comfort me and to remind me that God wants to help me and gives me the things I want and need. I am his child. I just have to trust Him.

Well, that wasn't the anti GD. There was a woman in the reception area. Dr K was talking to her and he gave her a snack. So without thinking, I interrupted the conversation she was having with Alyssa (secretary) and blurted out, "Are you Dr K's mother?" Stunned silence. Uh Oh, I think. So quickly I add, his sister? a family member? She says, a friend. I slink away and sit down.

Well, I did learn a lesson.

12/20/10 Hair, Shop and so on . . .

I thought about an old story that I first read in a yoga magazine. A long time ago. It's about a farmer who accepts all. His son is hurt. The neighbors are all freaked out. The farmer says , " so be it." The army comes and conscripts all the young men in the village--expect his son. The neighbors say, "You are so lucky." The farmer says, "so be it. " He's peaceful.

When we first talked about it, we were going to drive Rain to the airport and Ry was going to pick her up. Then Rain asked us to pick her up instead of Ry. Luke had a student to teach which is usually his holy grail. He did his best GD. In an unprecedented act, Luke canceled the student and committed to picking Rain up from the air port. My GD was that I didn't get involved emotionally. I thought, "So be it " and I meant it. It was hard for me. But I over came and I felt so serene. O.K. I usually have a strong feeling of what is right and what is not right. This binds me. It's huge that I could give it up when my precious daughter was involved.

Other acts came and went. Small kind acts. A smile for a stranger. And so many people helped me. GD's are raining.

12/18/10 Target, Movie Night

Hummm. I'm not sure I did any GD's today.

I did call MKate to wish her fun at her granddaughter's B day party. Poor little Abby was too sick to have the party. So. . I'm going to light candles for her tonight. I pray that she gets well fast and has a healthy winter. Kids pick up so many things from their school chums.

Well, it wasn't a giant GD, but . . . .

At Target, I picked up candles for prayer. Also, I remembered to get two drawing pads for Xavier and Violet. They love to draw with Gramma. Ohhhh . . . two little GD's. Adding up.

Instead of letting time go by and causing stress for Luke and MKate--by staying too long at Target--I would force us to go to a later movie: not ideal for anyone-- I stopped shopping at the right time. I wasn't finished shopping BUT I respected my most special people.

I got home and started cooking right away. God gave me strength not to sink down and rest.

MKate came over to help me cook and serve dinner. She did a magical GD. I was tired and when I put the popcorn into the micro, I pressed potato instead of popcorn. It started to smoke and would have burned if MKate hadn't stopped the micro. The corn was inedible but the fire we might have had would have ruined our movie night and cost $$$$$.

Instead we ate a great meal and saw an amazing movie. C. S. Lewis's "Narnia, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. " So inspirational. I cried at the end.

12/17/10 Shopping with Luke

Today, I did what I haven't done since my ashram days. In order to support Rain --she hasn't been away from her family for 10 years or more--it was hard for her to --well, let go and honor herself with this little trip. So, if you can believe, I got myself up at 6:15 a.m. so I could go to the airport with Rain. Also, I felt like I needed to support Luke. He's still coming back energy wise. The weather wasn't ideal and he was tired. So I went for him too.

There was a great, warm feeling in the car. Rain told us that'd she'll never forget our support. And that meant the world to me. Rain was there for me when I had my car accident and was semi conscious in the hospital. It was a rain of GD's.

Then, Luke did a GD for me. I had so many things to accomplish today. Including mailing a heavy box, which would have been so hard to carry. I might have had to ask for help. He isn't used to giving a day to me, but he did and we had so much fun.

The big package was for our Christmas family. This was a group effort--Luke and I, MKate, and Emme. Mkate put her heart and soul into this project for the kids. She made the most adorable T shirts. The kids are going to love those T's. And finally, Rain helped wrap the gifts. Another rain of GD's. We're changing the world with showers of GD's.

Luke helped me all day long. He hates shopping, so this was a sacrifice of love. God blessed him in his sacrifice. None of the stores we shopped at were crowded, which he double hates.

And he helped to chose perfect gifts for all.

Finally, I gave offered walking and walking, which was hard for me. When I see people open their gifts and smile a big smile--it will be a blessing. And I'll be glad that I pushed myself.

12/16/10 B town

Last night the weather was snowy. The weather report said all kinds of things like: freezing rain and so on. We were supposed to visit the little kids and to bring Rain home so that we can drive her to the airport tomorrow morning.

BUT . . . I didn't want to wake up at the crack of dawn to drive her there (with Luke.) So . . . I thought well . . . if the weather is bad . . . . But then my strong side came up . No, I said to myself. We will go to B town as we promised. A little weather won't stop us.

The weather wasn't bad. The kids were happy to see us and Rain was glad to spend some rare quality time with us.

Not a GD. I spent more time with Violet than with Xavier. It hurt his feelings. He didn't even say good bye to me. I wasn't sad for me, but I was sorry for Xavier that he felt so bad. I mean--I was selfish. I brought a darling little dress for Violet and for her doll. I wanted to play with girl things. Not a GD.

It's important to take responsibility for my own bad GD. I won't do it again.

12/14/10

There is nothing else to say really. Tonights Hatha Class was an amazing blessing--way more than a good deed from Bapuji, and the great beings. The spiritual energy in the class was so deep and uplifting. I slipped into a dream of Bapuji and India. MKate went into and stayed in a meditative state for the entire 1 1/2 hour class. People had visions. No one wanted to leave.

12/13/10 MKate and I shop and shop

Today, MKate and I shared a GD. We shopped for the ones we love. We went to a cool sports store. MKate got great, warm gifts for her family. I got a great warm under garment that Luke can wear now and also wear at Bear Valley. Also I got him smart wool warm socks.

Then, instead of clothes shopping for us, we went to Target to shop for our Christmas family. We worked together to find the best items we could for two little boys. Their mom and dad are going through a hard financial time. Last year the kids were thrilled with warm coats and gloves. They were cold before. It makes you think about gratitude. How deeply grateful I am and need to be for blessings showered on Luke and I and our family.

12/12/10 NM, Dinner with Emme and Bobby

As I was getting ready for work, I got a phone call from MKate. She was concerned that I would fall in the parking lot--we're in the midst of a snow storm. Her GD was to suggest that I go into NM through the back door. (less walking). I was grateful. It's good to be grateful for what we receive and never take it forgranted.

12/11/10 The Messiah Rocks

Luke was kind of off today. He worked for 12 hrs yesterday and had a hard time sleeping because his foot hurts. I babied him and gave in to him when he was crabby. So that was my GD today.

The Messiah was his GD to me and MKate and the whole audience. So amazing. I was moved to tears several times.

12/10/10 NM

I tried to do a GD and to get a cool gift for my bestie MKate and for Matt, but the phone operator couldn't or wouldn't put through my order??? What? Anyway. I lost confidence and gave up. Sooooo weird.

One our customers came in. I've known her for years but lately she's been kind of falling apart.

She's getting older. She's been a maid and now it's hard for her to work her body so hard. It's Christmas. She doesn't have a family and there's very little money. She needs nutrients to help with her aches and pains. So Mkate gave her some nutrients and skin care and I paid for one of her nutrients. She was so happy and felt that someone cared. Then, I gave her Braco's information. She doesn't have a computer, but her neighbor does. So that means that two people will get to see this amazing healer. And hopefully both will be helped.

When I got home from NM, there were three calls from Nana. She loved her presents and the whole package that I sent her. She loved the card with Luke's picture in it and she loved the snacks that I tucked in between the clothes. I felt so good.

I could have waited and called Nana another time. I hadn't eaten dinner, but instead I called Nana back. She was thrilled to get my call. She wanted to thank me for the gift but she also wanted to talk about positive things. We talked about Carl and his journey. When I share inspiring stories with her, she feels uplifted herself.

12/9/10 Shopping with MKate

So . . . .. This morning my house keepers came. Angie has two little kids--Ashley and Alison-- on holidays like Christmas, I try to surprise them with fun gifts. Tangled is a huge kids movie this year. I got them both the Tangled doll. I didn't see what else I could do, because that doll is the best this year.

I met MKate at NM. We took off in her car for a day of shopping. We were hoping to get new outfits at Chicos. We've all been able to get great outfits at Chicos. Always. But this time--ugg. Both of us felt that the clothes were pathetic. I told MKate that I have a new plan. On New Year's Eve, I'm going to wear my heart and tat T shirt that I bought on sale at Target. Why not.

We're planning another shopping day. But . . . where are we going to go?

Oppps. This is more like a diary than my GD blog. So back to that.

After a long shopping day, MKate and I went out again. Her GD was going with me. My GD was to get all the gifts we need to cheer people up and make them feel cared about. Also, I found two cute pairs of PJ's for Iris's boys. They'll go in a package with some toys, and super hero socks.

12/6/10 Med Class, THE CAR DRAMA--GD'S EVERYWHERE

Meditation class was beautiful. What can I say. God's grace filled the room and our hearts.

Then, Luke and I , innocently went to Dr K for our adjustment. We were talking about Christmas shopping together. It's so much easier with both of us. We don't have to give these gifts --they're for the people who used to help Luke at work. Mostly they don't anymore, but we still love to brighten their holidays with a nice gift.

BUT . . . as we were driving away from Dr K's office--we heard an awful car sound. Hopeful as ever, I asked Luke if it was ok (some magical way) He looked tense. I knew . . . it wasn't o.k.

It's freezing outside. Freezing. I didn't wear socks or an extra sweater.

I kept thinking of my morning prayer: Teach me Lord, but give me easy lessons. Let me live on this earth as thy little child.

Luke thought about driving back to Dr K's and calling AAA from there. We knew we couldn't make it that far. The tire was klunking and it was hard to control the car. AND there it was a friendly fire station. Luke pulled in. The secretary at the station said that the fire fighters were on a call but that we could wait until they came back.

AAA told us that it would be 4 hours before they could come and tow our car to Firestone. So many people were stuck and in trouble. We called MKate. MKate is the nicest person in the world. Honestly. Good Deeds are her middle name. She heard that we were in trouble and she was on her way to pick us up. We planned to eat something, get Luke's car and go back to the fire station and wait for AAA.

The firemen came back and had an idea. They put on our spare. Then we were able to drive to Firestone. The firemen were so, so kind to us. We got to like them. I'm going to make a Christmas package for them. I thought cookies but I'd better not try to make them myself. I haven't baked since Jensy was in 2nd grade. and I wasn't too good them. For littles icing covers many sins of the baker (burnt bottoms on my cookies) The GD's were flying.

Luke and I supported each other. Neither one watched "Jeopardy, or Chuck." We ate dinner and brought the car to Firestone together. Firestone added us to an already big list of jobs. They would be going home late. GD's and more GD's.

Luke and I were rewarded for sticking together by the interesting people we got to see and to speak with.

My car is o.k. The tire was healed without having to repair it. All is well.

12/5/10 NM, Bobby feeds us

Sometimes a very small, secret act of kindness informs a whole day and uplifts it.

This morning, Luke was soaking in the tub. I had on one of my yoga tapes to exercise to--as I do most mornings. I know that Luke doesn't always like my tapes. It was too loud. I got up and lowered the sound. Maybe he didn't even realize. I felt so happy.

12/3&4 NM , Hanukah party, Kids, movie night

It's hard to remember even a day backward, especially at holiday time. But, during the holidays , people who aren't happy tend to get very unhappy. At NM, I have a great opportunity to help people. Sometimes, I just let them tell me what's wrong. Several people shared with me, and I promised to pray--which is the best you can do and people feel a bit better as they leave.

Then we went to Emme and Bobby's for a Hanukah party. Rain and Ryan and their family had to be late. We went and ate early. I brought two dishes. I made enough rice for Emme who has to work long hours and appreciates veggie food for her to eat during the week.

I played with the kids during the time I usually help with the dishes. But when I saw how tired Emme and Bobby were, I stayed and washed the dishes.

12/4 Instead of my usual prayers and asanas, I started the day playing with Violet, like I did with her brother when he was young. She climbed up on the bed and we looked at my photos of the Saints. (Just as I did with her brother)

We went to breakfast. I brought play items for the kids. Violet was so very tired. She got upset but between Rain and I she calmed down and was about to enjoy her meal.

So what I do is to offer up my family time to God. And then it's more than a GD.

11/2/10 Chores, L helps me, GD around Chirstmas tree

Luke did a GD for me. He got up so early and came home to rest, but he saw that it would be so hard for me to do the chores that had to be done. So he offered to help me and he didn't make me feel bad for a second. We work so well together. First we did banking. Then we went to the lamp store. They fixed our two broken table lamps and we chose finials. I picked out three that were my favs and Luke chose out of the three. Blown glass and so beautiful. We felt so good; it's low level stress to have broken things in your home. And we found the perfect Chirstmas gift for David M. He collects pink flamingos and this was a blown glass pink flamingo finial. He's going to LOVE it. Another GD.

Then to the post office. We mailed a bday and holiday gift for Nana. I think she'll like it a lot and get good use out of it. We also mailed our gift to a mystery soldier who has to stay in one of those awful, hot countries that we're at war with. The woman who coordinate this humanitarian project, told me I might have a problem with the post office. But I didn't. Who can have a problems with sending snacks and books to a poor soldier who can't even come home for Christmas. I also put in some simple Christmas decorations.

I have to be honest here. Only MKate reads this and she knows me so . . . People tend to like me and help me out. Not just because I struggle to walk, but . . . . I think . . . We'll it's like my little granddaughter said, "Gramma, you make everyone feel happy. Well, almost everyone."

This was a happy day.

Then, MKate was nice enough to take me Christmas tree shopping. I saw a very nice tree on sale. But I knew that Luke wouldn't like it. So . . . . I took a small tree and we're going to put up the little tree (my GD to Luke) and then we'll wait for one of the new good lighting trees to go on sale. Hopefully before Chirstmas. It kind of doesn't matter because we leave our tree up for a long time to make the winter more cheerful.

11/30/10 Dr Hansen etc, 12/1/10 Holiday shopping

11/30/

The good deed highlight for yesterday took place at the dentists office. I came in without an appointment because I had a toothache and Dr H fit me in.

In the office was an elderly gentleman with his walker and breathing gear. He looked so pale and tired. And kind of sad. Then another elderly man came in. He was on his own two feet, very thin and also kind of sad.

Vanessa , Dr H's dental tech and part time secretary. Recently, she had a baby and I was chatting with her and looking at her album. The first man looked up. He made a comment about babies. I brought the album for him to see and then showed it to the thin man. We didn't exchange names, but we did exchange warm memories of holidays and kids and happy times. Everyone was smiling and feeling the joy of babies and holidays and sharing.

So it was everyone's GD to everyone else.

I smile when I think about it.

12/1/1o OMG. It's December 1. I went to Dr K kind of worried. I haven't felt my best since the allergy shots. His Gd was to settle my mind. If I had the big reaction, then I really needed those shots. I felt sooo much better. He also feels that the infection in my tooth needed to clear up and will be able to now. Yay.

I woke up with pain in my ankle. I had a hard time walking. I was planning to go to Toy R Us in Castleton --they were having a sale on Zhu Zhu pets, the hot new item for the 3 year old set.

Luke said that he'd go for me after work. My GD was to tell him that it wasn't necessary. I'd go to the Keystone Wall Mart instead. I thought it would be mean to send him to fight the holiday traffic on the off chance that Toys R Us would have the pink Zhu Zhu castle that Violet would play with and then tire of.

So I got two Rock Star Z pets and a few other fun things. And it was o.k.

It was a long day with many GD's going back and forth.

11/29/10 meditation class, conversation, wal mart

Meditation class was quiet and deep. I got a good start to my day. When I'm in a deep state , I feel that I can pray for my family and for our world. I feel that those prayers for all are GD's.

Then Luke and I spent the day together. We were coming from deep peace and the day seemed to flow on another level.

11/27/10 Shopping, Movie Night

I woke up determined to . . . get up early, even though I didn't sleep well last night. I got up for family breakfast with Emme, Bobby, and Becky and Kevin (who had to go home this morning.)

I don't like to get up early. I have to give up my prayers and exercises and etc. So that was my GD. It meant a lot to the kids. AND I was able to rest after we had dropped the kids off at the air port.

After resting, I went Christmas shopping. It's always hard for me to hopple around the stores, but . . . I am happily thinking and dreaming of healing in Hawaii with Braco. I got gifts for Emme and Bobby also the gift that Luke and I are giving to a soldier and stuff for the littles.

AND the movie was great. We saw "Morning Glory, " with Rachel McAdams and Harrison Ford.

11/26/10 NM

When I work at NM, I strive to offer people the help they need, and also to show each one (give or take) the respect they're entitled to. I wasn't feeling my best today. I offered my best anyway. MKate made me a cup of tea. Her GD to me.

I'm not sure I did any other GD's today. Honestly, I'm so tired. I'm usually tired, but the allergy shots gave me a kind of flu. I made dinner anyway. At the end, Luke helped me and that was his GD to me. He usually doesn't help with dinner. And, I asked for the help. That's rare for me. So doing a good deed to myself is not only good for me but for everyone who cares about me.

11/26/10 THanksgiving at Rain and Ry's house

I haven't posted in a few but that doesn't mean that I haven't thought about and tried my best to do at least one GD. Braco says that you don't have to think big. One little GD after another and you have changed not only your world, but the whole world.

11/25/10 Yesterday, Luke and I had our first set of allergy shots. I knew that we wouldn't feel our best and I wanted to hire a cab to pick up our daughter and son-in-law (coming in from NJ.) Luke said no and I gave in too fast. My instinct was right. We didn't feel our best, it was raining heavily, and there was a lot of construction. Luke got lost. And so on. I wanted to blame. I wanted to say, we could have been home, safe and sound. But instead I said, I wish I had honored my instinct.

Luke got mad anyway because he felt guilty. Instead of carrying on and on, I stopped and changed the subject. Peace was restored. And yes, there was more wrong turns and stressful driving. I continued to keep quiet on the subject, and again peace.

Sometimes, people cause themselves and their loved ones needless stress. I decided not to play. The kids were hungry. I made a chicken salad for Kevin (son-in-law) and let Becky fend for herself--because that's what she prefers. and so . . . no sharp words.

11/26/10 Listening to my inner voice with respect. This morning, the kids told us that they wanted to spend the night in B town with Rain and Ry and the kids. They wanted to drive up with us and then have Emme and Bobby take us home. Hummm. It was o.k. with Rain and Ry BUT they hadn't checked with Emme and Bobby. I knew this was a bad idea. I could have been lazy and not speak up. BUT I listened and guess what . . . . Emme and Bobby were going to leave B town early and we didn't want to be locked into that early time. So . . . instead we took two cars. I drove up with Becky and Luke drove up with Kevin.

Becky is sensitive in conversation. I know about that. So . . this time, I didn't enter the fray. The ride was interesting and pleasant.

Thanksgiving was delicious. Rain worked her hardest to entertain us and a friend whose wife was recovering from surgery. I wanted to leave while there was still time to get home before dark. It was still raining hard. BUT Rain had a headache and there was so much clean up. I stayed to help with the clean up. I did more than half. Then I honored myself by setting off for home.

I did do part of the drive in the dark but God was with me and I was protected. Yes, it was a hard drive through heavy rain and construction. And things did come about but God was with me every moment. I was so grateful.

I have so much to be grateful for. Blessings rain down upon me. I am soooo grateful.

11/22/10 Med Class, Dr K, Pumpkin cries??? then gets better

In the beginning of meditation class, Cathy told us a sad, sad story about her nephew. He just died due to uncontrolled eating. Tomorrow she and her husband are going to spend the holiday with her sister who just lost her son. It was a beautiful class. We all prayed for the young man to bless him on his journey. The GD was from my teacher and from all the members of the class who prayed.

Before we left for class, we had a situation with Pumpkin. She was playing outside and suddenly Luke and I both had the feeling that we should let her in and feed her. She wasn't herself. She was crying very, very loudly--which is not like her at all. She didn't want to eat. It was strange. She yelled num num num but didn't eat and wanted to go right outside. We were worried.

When I opened the front door, she was sitting on her chair. We fed her and gave her water. As I stood watching her, I recalled my daily prayer--that God will give me easy lessons and let me learn and come to know him gently. I am going to contemplate the upset I went through when I thought Pumpkin was badly hurt.

When we got home from class , Pumpkin was gone--we thought that was good. She was able to get around. Mary-Kate knows everything. Well, she does. She and Luke have that in common. She was planning to come over to check out Pumpkin and see if she's hurt or what caused the pain that seems to be in her right back foot

We had to go to our chiropractor's appointment, but we weren't so worried. We knew that MKate would come and see about Pumpkin. And she did. Later she told me that Pumpkin seemed to be fine--her guess is that Pumpkin tried to jump from too high and hurt a joint in her right back side. MKate the vet did a good deed to Pumpkin and to Luke and I.

Okay. Another GD. We met someone at Whole Foods that we usually don't talk to. We did.

In a sweet way.

11/20/10 NM, Dinner with Emme and Bobby

Let's see. Did I move out of my comfort zone to do a GD for someone else?

When a customer comes to NM with the real desire to grow and to learn things about themselves, then I can help and support their journey. I think that happened three times today. Then there are people who just want to come in and pick up a particular product. They don't want to talk or to learn anything new. So, then, it's a GD to leave them alone. And I did that too.

To be able to serve others with love and respect, you have to be present with them and to feel what they want and need. This isn't always easy.

After work, I rested a little and then we went to Emme and Bobby's. I was tired but my energy came back and we had fun. I did a GD for myself by not eating any sweets and I only ate half of my pasta. I had to work at it.

11/19/10 coffee w Marge, NM

It was fun to have coffee with Marge. I got to know her at St Luke's. We talked about our lives and got to know each other better than we did when I was at St L's. I think it's a GD to let someone know you, and to be supportive of them in their journey.

I got a chance to help a number of people at NM. I connected with two customers who needed support and help. I think the things I suggested to them will really help, in areas that they needed help. AND they bought stuff and raised the bottom line at NM.

As always, MKate looks after me (and every one who needs her). She helped me to the car and watched to see that I was safely on my way before she closed the back door of NM.

11/19/10 B town--magic as always

My daughter, B-J, left a message that her back was hurting and that she was worried about her job. When I called her, she sounded very concerned. I went right to my meditation and prayer area and lit a sweet, scented candle. Then I placed her photo next to the candle and prayed.

When I spoke with her husband later that night, he told me that the problems were solvable and not to worry. God comes through again.

As always, I was prepared with small gifts for the kids and with little sweet snacks--6 m&m's in a snack bag and 6 jelly belly's. Xavier was thrilled with his BayBlades and Violet loved the outfit for her Zu-Zu pet. What they liked best was playing with Luke and I. V and I love to write stories together and then do the illustrations.

11/17/10 Hair, lots of chores

I changed my hair appoint when Eunice called me and that was a GD.

Hummm. Well, I didn't do any good d's at my hair appointment. We just had fun together. My hair turned out amazing. That was Eunice's GD to me, and I was appreciative.

Afterwards I went to Target to get some treats for the littles and some presents for the box that Luke and I are sending to the soldiers who will have to spend Christmas in a hot, awful country for from home. I guess I didn't realize how hard and awful it was for the soldiers--until Mike's nephew came home from his tour of duty. Then, I heard the truth, and I was deeply grateful that these young men are going through so much for us--here at home.

11/15/10 Meditation class, Luke's necklace

The class was . . . sooo peaceful. Maybe that's Bapuji's GD to us, because you can really feel his presence. Mummmm.

After lunch, we picked up Luke's birthday necklace. I'm so glad that RG was awful when Luke's former necklace kinked and was difficult to open and close. RG took the kinker back with very bad grace and left us open to buy a new wonderful necklace. Luke loves it and it looks great on him. Also we bonded with the sales guy. Tony is someone we could trust and get other items from. A GD to us from the universe.

Here's where I could have used some work. Luke and I spent way too much time trying to spend our air miles points for a rental car in Hawaii. Finally I got frustrated and was less than pleasant to people that can't do anything about company policy. Anti GD.

BUT folks. I didn't hang on to the negativity. I fed it to the inner fire and moved on free of stress. This was a GD for me and for Luke.

Later Emme called me and said that Bobby might be able to help me with the miles issues. We laughed a lot. And yes we were making gentle fun of our husbands. Funny and not really an anti GD.

11/13 &14/10 NM, Em's Bday partys

Yesterday (11/13) was Emme's birthday. She chose to go into B town and share the day with the littles. Emme and Bobby picked us up and it was great to let someone else to the driving--GD from Bobby to us.

Rain works so hard. But she loves to entertain and share with others. GD to her sister, she made reservations at a lovely B-town restaurant Tallent (5 star); she also baked one of her yummy cakes to share with us and with the littles--as a pre-dinner delight, like and appetizer.

We ate and laughed and had so much fun. In the weeks before the b-day, I took a lot of time to find just the right gifts for Emme. She's so nice to us that I wanted to make her smile. And she did.

We left for Indy late. Bobby wanted to drive (his big new car which I have never driven before) but he was very tired. I talked to him and kept him interested, so he got through the drive.

(14 /11) Matt and I rocked it out at NM. Really.

We had a sweet talk with Melissa. It was the most open talk we have had so far. I think she felt comforted and supported.

At night, Luke and I went to Emme and Bobby's for her second b-day dinner. They cooked and everything was delicious as always. Nicole and William came. Our 4th daughter and her boy friend. We love them both. Nikki made a yummy gluten, milk and egg free dessert for Luke. We all ate it, but he was in heaven.

I always wash the dishes. Tonight is was a bit harder. My ankle and my calf hurt. But I did it anyway. I rested for awhile and felt fine again.

11/12/10 Chores, NM

I worked on my Chirstmas song which I hope will make people happy, and remind them of the spiritual nature of Christmas. It's so easy to think of Chirstmas as just a time to get more stuff.

When Maya came into NM, I showed her Augustine's photo which I brought to show a few NM friends so they could pray for him. I told her his story and she said that when he comes to America she will try to help him get a job.

Also, when I watch Braco now I hold Augustine's photo so that he can be healed soon.

11/10/10 Cooking Adventures

O.K. I did chores all day. Laundry. Returning bad meat and smelly candy--that did not look as advertised and tasted like vicks vapo rub and etc.

Last night, too late, I started Luke's work lunch. I had to open a sealed package of turkey and . . .part of the package was all ready opened. I had to decide--should I use this turkey which is probably all right but what if it wasn't? So I wrote Luke a note and I took a deep breath and made another sandwich. GD.

Then Trader Joe's did a GD for me by taking it back. Along with a sack of candy that I had planned to give to the littles. On the sack were adorable little penguins. Inside were nasty gummies that smelled like gasoline and tasted ugh. They took those back as well. The manager was all about helping me to do this return in the easiest possible way. Thanks for the GD Trader Joes and nice manager.

I advertised this share as a cooking adventure. I tend to be a simple cook. Very simple. So when my husband came down with allergies to wheat, rye, gluten, milk and eggs--I had to make changes. I had to learn new tricks. Well, so far, I've bought gluten, milk, and egg free bread and other things I can get it at the market. Tonight I finally used egg substitute and gluten free crumbs to make yummy turkey burgers. Luke loved them.

11/9/10 Hatha , I Call Nana

I called Nana, also know as Luke's mom. Sometimes it's hard to talk to her because she's so depressed and just really wants to talk about her hard times. When I think about what my mom had to go through, I sometimes get mad at her complaints but . . . . then I just think about the fact that my mom had true faith and Luke's mom is alone without any faith. She talked for about an hour and I know that she felt better.

She loves to her my miracle stories. Why? I don't know. Maybe they speak to her inner self.

I told her about Carl and how he survived after so many heart issues and flat lines. Who knows?

She loved hearing it. It was something I couldn't give her in the material world.

She's upset because her house and her neighborhood are so isolate and quiet. She always says, quiet as the grave. I know she hates it--on one level. I told her that Carl bought a tent and pitched it in the midst of his friends forest land (lots of acres). He wanted to be alone to meditate and come closer to God. He is truly in silence. She was fascinated.

I'm going to send her a photo of Carl.

11/8/10 Med class, Dr K with Luke, chores

I had a deep meditation class. I coughed but it didn't matter. A new woman came to meditate with us. She's a nurse and I taught her a great breathing for calming her clients down.

Then Luke and I came home for a quick lunch before our appointment with Dr K. I'm glad that Dr K is doing the allergy treatments on Luke, and Luke is feeling a bit better. After all our chore doing, Luke wanted to go the 1/2 price book store and I remembered that I had to pick up some not too disgusting coffee "cream" without milk--from nearby Marsh. So we arranged that I would pick up the "cream" and then walk to the 1/2 price book store. As I'm looking for a good cream , I see Luke. He's coming to pick me up. That's a big GD for him because it would have been hard for me to walk so far with the cane. I received the GD with a lot of appreciation.

11/7/10 NM, Emme and Bobby's for din

When I work at NM, I always do GD's by going out of my way to help clients--giving them my very, very best. This time, I met a woman with health issues. I was able to get her on the right track. If she'll do what we agreed on , she should do very, very well. I'll be excited to hear how she does.

At home, I didn't have much time to rest before going to Emme and Bobby's for dinner. Fun guests. I love it when Ron and Mitch join us. Luke and I feel like he's kind of a son to us, the way that Nicole is kind of a daughter to us. So where's the GD here? I'd say that it's Ron who did the GD by . . . . well being the sweetheart that he is.

11/6/10 Lunch with Emme, Movie night doesn't happen

Emme did a gd to me. She took me to lunch in one of my fav areas of Carmel. I love the restaurants in Carmel because they're in a high end neighborhood and it's like watching a fashion show.

I got my fav oatmeal with fruit and candied pecans and we had a peaceful time just chatting. It was a great day. I was able to take walk from the restaurant to Emme's car. What a beautiful fall day with a clean , crisp smell to the air.

I don't know if I did a good deed today. Luke didn't feel well and neither did I. Hopefully tomorrow. But at least I had a deep appreciation for the GD that Emme did for me.

11/4/2010 B town

My GD is to gather the things that will bring smiles to the little's faces. Also I don't focus on the adults. I give my whole attention to the littles. This gives them a warm, loved feeling. We pick up Xavier from school and bring him home for snacks and play. Today after we traded Pokemon cards, we watched a Pokemon movie. So many characters. Such interesting interactions. When Violet came home from school, she saw me and jumped right on my lap. I love the way she says, "Gramma." I brought her a Tinker Bell fairy with wings that light up. She loved her. Violet was Tinker Bell for Halloween. What a lovely time.

On the way to B town, we stopped at Starbucks for warm drinks. Yes. It's beginning to get cold.

Luke was too tired to come inside. I had to balance two hot drinks while walking with my cane. The nicest man noticed my struggle. He helped. That was his GD to me and I send him blessings. I hope that someone does a GD for him tomorrow and makes him smile.

11/2/10 Stopped chores and helped out at NM

I was about to start my chores, I called MKate on the way to the dry cleaners and . . . It turns out that Melissa is really sick. So, I went in to do stock at NM. I was happy to help and glad for an easy chance to to a GD. MKate made me tea and gave me a health drink so that was her GD to me. Yay

11/1/10 Meditation Class, Luke's friends for dinner

Meditation class was interesting. We were late. Luke didn't feel well in the a.m. And we thought that the flying class would be late as before. Anyway, I felt off. So, I invited Bapuji to be with us and to direct the class. It was a powerful class. People cried.

When I knew I wasn't fully present, I just stayed with the shakti of the master--and that takes inner discipline. I count it as a GD because people gain blessings.

Luke and I have had problems with entertaining before. His idea is that I do all the work and he has fun with the guests. So, when I invited his friends to dinner and to see "Chuck," I knew I'd be doing most of the work. He's very tired so I didn't mind. He did help some and that was his GD.

10/29/10 Trying to get Cheap tickets, NM

I quess my GD for today was spending a lot of time looking for cheap tickets for our Hawaii trip. It's something that I would have left for Luke. Now, I'm doing it.

I used to really like to check stock in at NM. I don't do that anymore, and I don't make a fuss about it. Instead, I see that I'm needed to work with clients. Now that I feel a bit better, it's easier for me.

I helped a woman in a wheel chair. She's heavy and struggling. I helped her in many ways and felt good. She felt honored when her husband wheeled her out the door.

10/28/2010 Standing up

Today was a wild mix of people coming to work at the house, and chores I needed to get done.

Everything flowed. (for the most part)

Interesting . . . not a GD at all. But interesting. I went to the watch store to get batteries and a new watch band for some of my watches. And there in front of me . . . was the little fat, rich guy who . . . when he was finished with his business . . . . seeing that I was waiting . . . . decided to start a new subject --detailing an investment watch that he wanted to sell for tons of $$$$$. I have been through this same dance with this same man before, maybe more than once--at the same store. He was just throwing show off words around. Taking up time. I was mad. I had to stop myself from wishing him ill. I told myself --no, no Nannette. So . . . maybe that was a GD for his benefit and mine. I did think many, many bad things about this man. He was so throwing himself around. So what was my lesson?

10/26; 10/27 Hatha, Chores

10/26 I agree to teach a Hatha class at Butler. It's for the kids and I know that I put out some ideas that could help them if they will practice--not just in their college experience but in their "real" life as well. For contemplation time, I used that beautiful quote from the gospel of St Matthew. " Seek and ye shall find, Ask and it shall be give to you. " I brought up some of the layers in this rich quote. for the kids to contemplate--" What are you seeking? What will you do when you find it? Will you honor it and make the most of it?

I taught even though I had to go right home and get ready to teach my Hatha class at Mindful Movement.

10/27 This was my extra GD, hard for me to do. I thought that on this extra long day for Luke, that he would be home by 7:30 so he could see Jeapardy?(his fav show) and relax. I thought he said he'd leave the U by 7 so that could happen. He didn't come home in time and I got a call to say he'd be home about 8. In the past I would have been mad and frustrated. Why can't he learn to take care of himself?

BUT instead of giving him grief . . . . what did I do? I stayed cool. What benefit would it be for either of us if I said something sharp . . . or mentioned it at all. He might as well relax in the time he does have. Yay me.

10/25/10 I welcome a guest.

I'm still not back to full energy. My allergies are miserable. It makes me extra tired and a little crabby. STILL . . .

I taught my meditation class. The Shakti was very, very strong. I went down into meditation and experienced Bapuji as though I was in his company. Amazing. I cried and MKate also cried. (She also saw Bapuji. ) I felt that I went to an inner place that I haven't been before.

Then MKate got a call that her son had been in an accident--very close to our experience of Bapuji. Although her son's car was smashed, he came out with bruises and nothing more. I'm truly amazed.

After class, we went to Dr K for our adjustments and for our allergy treatments. It was my GD that I kept on and kept on until Luke went to Dr K --even though it's a busy time for him, he still has to take care of himself.

Then, I went home exhausted. That's when the call came that we were having company. One of Luke's friends was in town. He wanted to come over. Of course I wanted to make him dinner. So I got up and did it. When the door bell rang, I truly welcomed him.

After awhile I felt better and we all had a great time. But . . I had to get over selfishness first.

10/24/10 Sale at NM

Today was sale day at NM. A great time to practice loving others and GD's.

I am walking better and am better able to stand and to give my full attention to helping customers find what they need to improve their health and well being. I just gave my best to everyone.

Sometimes, I don't have patience for someone, but today that didn't happen.

One of my friends is sad about a personal matter. I just pray and try to be there. Also I am praying hard for my little sister and her precious Augustine. I pray that God heals him and that they are very soon together.

Oh yes. Even when a customer is very annoying--one was today--I showed patience and respect.

10/21/10 Chores, Tryin to get things done, NM

Luke needs a lot of help lately. He's struggling with IBS and can't quite get a handle on it. Last night Luke had problems snoring and etc. I slipped a DVD of Braco under his pillow. And you know . . . . he fell asleep quietly. So that worked.

He asked me to pick up some Coffee Mate which he thinks will make his coffee taste good again. My goal is help him go for NAET and get over his dairy allergy. I'm looking forward to buy cream for his coffee --once again. I believe that that will make him happy--well, coffee happy again.

I was driving home from Marsh where I got items for Luke's diet. The traffic was heavy and I let two cars merge in front of me. Little GD's. I believe that it's not so much how big the GD is but the love that flows from your heart because of it.

10/20/10 Dr K, lots of chores

Dr M (physical therapist) did a good deed to me: he wouldn't let me pay, because we were reviewing instead of learning new exercises.

I had an uplifting conversation with Judy B. We talked about the GD's that Bapaji did for us. Judy told me that Bapuji didn't let Marsha come to India to see him. He said that he thinks about his Western friends and misses them. I cried.

At Target, I walked a lot (hard for me) and found that they don't have a bed skirt to match our new bed spread. I found a few small toys for Violet and Xavier. That will bring a smile to their faces. Little GD's.

At NM, I showed off my cats. Soooo cute. And I looked at photos of Sharon's new puppy. He's a pure beagle and very sweet. When you share a very cute pet, you're bringing happiness into the world and when you look at someone else's pet, it's the same sharing of happiness.

10/19/10 Salon 7000. and Hatha Class

It was finally time to do my hair. I looked like a skunk. You know a white stream down my part.

I love the salon. We always have fun.

Today some of the older women ,who come every week , noticed that I'm walking better. I was psyched. I am partial to one older lady, Florence, she's 92 or 93. I know she doesn't always feel well, but I want her to feel better. So I told her about Braco. And I lent her the DVD that Eunice just gave back to me. A part of me wanted to take it home. I overcame selfishness and lent the DVD to FLorence. Maybe I won't get it back, but it's o.k. Hopefully I will. And even more, hopefully, Florence will feel better.

I was very tired. Very. I ate a big chocolate thing. I walked into the yoga room and wow. . . Baba came right away. I just had to sail along. And the class was amazing. Filled with peace and grace. On the way home, I thanked and thanked God for allowing these classes to be a part of my life.

10/18/10 Meditation Class, Conversations with Luke

Meditation class was the best. I really needed to chill and get in touch with my healing energy.

I love to meditate with Cathy, MKate and Luke. The room goes so quiet. It's amazing and then that quiet goes deep down inside. I almost wish I could give this class every day.

Then, Luke and I had one of our conversation rides. We talked about his problem with over working and not being able to say NO. This is harming him personally and me and our relationship as a whole. We argued. It was an old argument but maybe, just maybe Luke is going to think about it.

Even though I was mad at him and frustrated with him, I wanted to help him with his car issues. When his battery was replaced, his radio went out and he couldn't even listen to a CD. Ugg. So boring. I offered to give up my chiropractic visit inorder to take his car to be fixed at Honda (no Starbucks, just a waiting room. And you can't turn off the t.v.) That's a GD.

Then he did a GD by going to the Honda Dealer today and getting his own car fixed. Happy day. He can now listen to the radio and his CD collection.

He didn't want me to give up my health appointment, and I didn't want him to be bored in his car.

Then, even though he was tired, wow . . . Luke was willing to take me to see Jennifer at her new job. We had a time of it, but finally we found the "Mellow Mushroom." Jennifer was happy to see us. We ordered a gluten free , cheese free pizza, and a salad to go. We saw a few of her friends and it was so much fun. We left her a very nice tip. I felt so good to connect with Jennifer that way. Yay!

10/17/10 NM, Bobby's B day party

I still had the flu symptoms but . . . I went to work. We were having the big fall sale and was needed. You can expect a lot of customers on sale days. And there were. So that was a good deed.

An older woman came in. She had just come from her sister's funeral. Yes. She was annoying. But I made a point of welcoming her. She told me that she has a serious illness, and I was able to share Braco with her. Sometimes, people would rather die than do something alternative or out of their comfort zone. This woman was happy and grateful. I really pray that she gets the healing that she's hoping for.

She was tired but had to get back to Chicago where she lives. She's driving alone. I gave her some chocolate to keep her awake. It was just a cheap 35cent piece of chocolate but she acted like I'd given her gold. I thought another GD. Yay.

10/15 & 10/16 Home from Cinci, L's car issues

10/15 I spent time shopping and preparing food that Luke can eat on his gluten, dairy and egg free. It took a lot of work, and preparation. We needed a frig in our hotel room. Everything came together and he was well fed.

At night, I had symptoms of flu, but I knew that Luke would be upset if I didn't go to the operetta: The Mikado. The tickets were expensive but even worse--he was so tired that he needed me at his side. I got through it and really enjoyed the performance.

10/16 Today I woke up with flu. Icck. It's scary for me because of what I went through last year.

Luke's car wouldn't start. We had a fight. He came home from work just as AAA came to haul the car to Firestone. Luke was exhausted but insisted on driving his car to Firestone. I was --well exasperated. But you know, I was able to put the angry feelings aside-- bring him lunch, pick him up from Firestone and get some of our chores done. We had fun and you know that's the benefit of good deeds--life is sweeter.

10/14/10 Talk to Judy B, Lesson with B Cat

My friend Amy would very much like to get pregnant. I think that Braco might be able to help her. I told her about the streaming and she was excited to try it. I pray that it works for her. She's such a good mom and such a nice person.

10/11 &10/12 Meditation / Paula's Class /Dr L/ Hatha

10/11 I wasn't sure I wanted to do Paula's class. Luke was in the midst of one of his monster weeks and I felt like he didn't need the extra night out. But he was willing and I thought of the kids (Paula's students) and how I love to work with them. Kids are so innocent even the older teens. For me the classes are always touched with magic.

This class was in her home. I walked in and there were . . . . adults. Yikes. During her sabbatical Paula was teaching friends. I wasn't prepared. Yes. It's a different preparation. I righted myself and let myself feel the group. Shortly the energy flowed. I felt like people benefited.

10/12

Dr L has been a little sad. One of his very best friends passed on last year. At the end of my appointment, I shared a very personal story with him. It was about my mom's passing. You know, no one else knows this part of my and mom's journey. I felt good sharing. I know he felt better. I saw him smile.

10/10/10 NM , Dinner with Bobby and Em, The Call

I went to work early because I was concerned that MKate would be alone. I was excited to see Matt there. He opened to give MKate a chance to have breakfast with the family. GD's all around.

One of my clients is going through the slow death of her mom. The awful changes that make your heart ache and tears fall. Been there, done that. I tried to support her with nutrition and with emotional support. She revealed her secret pain, and I was able to comfort her through grace alone. Maybe I'll call it God's GD in the form of grace.

10/9/10 Toes, Marsh , MOVIE NIGHT!

I finally got my toes done. When I put it off, it's messy. Because I'm teaching in bare feet, yukkk, when my toes are . . . well, chipped and disrespectful to my students.

I honored Luke by going to Marsh and getting him the dry coffee creamer that he likes--well since he can't have cream right now.

I got a fab call from Janet. She's my friend from California. While I was in Bear Valley, I took the time to show Janet the video of Braco. She has some life challenges and I hoped that . . . . well miracles would happen for her and for her family. She was with Braco today and tonight. She called me. I wasn't able to pick up, but I could hear the ecstatic sound in her voice. She kept saying you're going to LOVE meeting Braco. You're going to love it. I did a good deed and she returned the favor by calling me right away with the shine in her voice.

10/8/10 Cars get fixed, NM

Here's a good deed that MKate did for me. I knew I had to pick up my car from Firestone. I had asked MKate if she could drive me to Firestone, but . . . I didn't want her to feel pressed. So, I didn't call her this morning. She called me, and she drove me. That's a bestie.

Ok. Did I do a good deed today? I called my sister to check on Augustine's health. I prayed and prayed for him.

I met a woman at NM who's 40 year old daughter was having the same problems that killed Luke's dad. I felt so bad for her. I shared Braco.

Oh yes. I was very sad to read Jeannie's e-mail. Bob is very, very ill. So sad. I detailed info about Braco and Bob is interested. I pray that they will follow up. I did my part.

10/7/10 B Town and the grandkids

Every thursday, I wake up prepared to delight two little kids. Today, Violet told me that she loves the things that I bring to her and that she loves me. This is so cute to hear. And I don't spend too many $$$$.

I do my GD's and get to see two happy faces. I bring Pokemon cards to Xavier. When Luke picked him up at school, the other kids said "Xavier is awesome." When Luke asked them why, they said, "Xavier has 1,000 Pokemon cards. Kids.

10/6/10 Dr K, Car Karma (not too bad) Recovery

I was kind of shocked by my car karma. I'm not ready to trade in my car, but I want a safe car.

My GD's: I got Jeannie's e address from the symphony office. Then, I e-mailed her with details about Braco (Croatian healer). He husband is very ill. I hope the information helps. I hope it turns Jeannie's husband around and helps him to heal.

While I was waiting for my car to be analyzed, I found a new 1/2 price bookstore. It's a new store in a high rent area. It's hard to find and I wouldn't have found it if I hadn't been looking for a beauty parlor (that I never did find.)

Inside was a sweet man. I want him to be successful. So, I bought a book on Hawaii that I might not have bought. Also, I'll tell Luke about it and we'll go back again.

What a nice feeling. It's raining GD's. Firestone did a GD for me by giving me a ride home. I couldn't drive my car safely because of a serious brake malfunction. Also and this is a GD to me from my bestie MKate and God almighty, MKate caught the brake problem last night. I chose to respect her find and went right to Firestone. And so . . . I was saved --thanks MKate and thanks God.

10/5/10 Worked on House Projects, Hatha Class

Luke wanted me to get a financial project started. It was important. I had left a message for someone to help me, but she didn't call back. So, I got my papers together. I just did it. I'm a novice but I forged ahead. As I worked, the expert called me back. She's going to take over. I felt like I honored Luke.

I also felt that the universe supported my self effort--that make me very happy and gave me a boost up for the future.

10/4/10 Did I do a GD today. Oh yes.

One of my friends is having a bad time. She came to Indy to talk to me about it. Monday's after meditation class I want to get work done.

But instead, I went to La Peep with my friend. We talked for more than two hours. She felt better and I was able to give her a few ideas that will prove to be very important --if she decides to do it. When I say very important--that's what I mean.

So another gd is that I won't do into details.

10/3/10 Three Days Have Passed . . . .

I have done GD's every day but was too tired to write.

I'm too tired today as well. So . . . I'll only say that an older man came to NM today. He had to move to Indpls because his son in New York, which was his home, his friends, and haunts, and bakeries and restaurants and everything that's familiar and cool, didn't want to take care of him and his wife in their old age. His wife had a stroke, and she can't do a lot of things that were easy before. So he's living near his daughter in Indy, but his heart is broken.

Matt and I let him talk. He has serious cancer. I gave him a hug (I'm not a hugger) and I prayed God almighty to bless him. I gave him Braco's info, but he's 86 and I don't know if he'll check it out. I pray that he does.

9/30/10 Looking for the Right Credit Card?

I went to M&I to see their credit card and what it would have to offer me--air points wise. Dan was nice BUT the card offered about $150.00. Not good enough. Even though I wasted time going to the bank--I took time to talk with Dan and we had a nice conversation. I think he knew that he shouldn't have dragged me down to see this bad card that had nothing to do with travel. So it was a good deed to look beyond the obvious.

9/29/10 Dr K, Boston Chicken, Mkate and I @ Costco

Talked to Judy B. It's always nice to talk to her. No Gd but a sweet relationship.

At Dr K's , I felt stronger. Not so much a victim of a food allergy. Dr K 's doing NAET with me and that process gets rid of allergies. So I'm doing a GD for myself, and that's important too.

Today is Luke's B day. I've been working hard every day to bring food and snacks into his life that doesn't irritate his allergies. He won't be able to start NAET until next semester. He opened his gifts tonight and loved them. Also the card which was extra sweet and true--I do love to spend time with him.

MKate and I have fun at Costco. We had little tastes of yummy fudge. (Costco gives samples)

When I got tired, the universe did a GD for me; there was a massage chair. I sat down and got a wonderful massage.

9/28/10 Dr Logan, Shopping, Hatha Yoga

Last night I did a good deed. It was late. I was tired and still had chores to do. But I knew that

I hadn't parked correctly. I was too close to the back wall. Luke would have trouble in the a.m. trying to get past the car with his violin and etc. So, even though I was tired, I got my keys and moved the car.

After Dr Logan, I spent a long time--you guessed it--wandering through yet another market -- looking for more gluten, dairy and egg free food for Luke.

Then I went to the library. And then home. After a short rest, I started Luke's dinner. I wanted him to have a good meal, so he'd have energy for his rehearsal. I was tired. My ankle hurt but I cooked a great meal. He was fed with more than food. There was love in that meal.

9/27/10 Cancel Class, Conversation ride with Luke

Luke was stressed with one of his long, hard weeks coming up. And MKate had a dental appointment etc, etc. I decided to cancel meditation class. Everyone relaxed and was able to do what they had to do, and I got to do some of my chores as well. When you think of others first, it's the best kind of GD.

I have made a decision. It's not really good for MKate to spend her day off--Sunday--at NM--all because I am scared of that tall, thin guy. So, I prayed for strength. And now, I know that I can confront him. I won't be afraid. God will be with me--so no worries. End of problem.

9/26/10 NM, Dinner

Hummmm. Well, Sunday is Nature's Market day. Several people came in with deep suspicion about nutrients for health. Two who don't even take a multi vit. I was able to help them to open their minds to the possibility that they might be helped by good nutritional support.

One man has high blood pressure. If he runs, he can control it; if he doesn't run, not so much.

As he ages, his joints are yelling at him. Stop running and ruining us! So, I showed him some nutrients that help with joint health. He's going to try them. Mostly he was happy for hope and support.

Where my GD's have not kicked in: tall and skinny--out thief and ikky person. He came back today. When he sees MKate he buys a small bag of dates and runs for the hills. I didn't think he'd be back and he didn't think that MKate would be back. For some time it's been Matt and I on Sunday and nobody else.

This person give me the creeps. I'm not sure why? And I'm not sure what to do. I'll get back to this subject when I see if my GD policy applies here.

9/25/10 Mitch's Bar Mitzva and party

Today we got up early for Mitch's Bar Mitzva. Ron (his dad) knows that I don't like to get started early. He said that we didn't have to go to the early morning religious ceremony, but . . . I wanted to honor Mitch. So I got up and got started. When Emme and Bobby came for us, I was ready.

I know that we were only a little addition to Mitch's big day, but on the spiritual level it was a big deal. Also Ron is a single dad and our presence meant a lot to him. We're going to talk about it for some time to come.

AND I met Claudia at the service. The only reason that she and Irwin went to the evening affair was to spend some time with us. Their company meant a lot to Ron. This goes to prove that when you do a good deed--it's going to magnify in the world.

9/24/10 NM

Okay. A long time customer came in to NM. She's a good person, who works with mentally handicapped people. One of them kicked her in the butt and damaged her tail bone. Ugg. Now the MD's want to cut it out of her body. What???

I told her about Braco and she looked like she'd gotten the answer to her prayers. Maybe, hopefully she has. So that was my GD for today.

I really want people to be healthy and happy.

9/23/10 B Town

Before I go to B Town I prepare, so I can delight the kids. To make their little souls sing and know they are loved.

I shop Target for little things that they would want: Pokeman cards for Xavier, and baby Zum Zum pet for Violet--complete with baby bottle and a few other little items. I also fill snack bags with small amounts of treat items--a few jelly beans, a few M&M's , and today a small cereal bar.

The kids are ecstatic as though I brought them heaven in a bag (gramma's bag that is). I know that with every visit I'm telling these kids that they are loved. And they will remember. I know that I will never forget my grandpa's gifts to me--yes they were small gifts but they told me that papa loved me. Knowing that was important to me. As an growing up woman, and a human who had a mix of good and bad in my life, papa's love sustained me.

9/22/10 After the big fight

Last night, Luke and I had a big fight. I yelled. He yelled. I stomped around. He stomped around. I was sooo mad and so on . .. .

But I did my evening chores with a lot of love. I made good food for Luke's new gluten and dairy free diet. I set out the coffee canisters and all that he needs to start his morning right. This helps him with time management and inspires him to honor time--so he doesn't have to rush and be scattered.

That was a GD. That was the kind of gd that makes you go beyond petty emotion, to stand with the angels instead of . . . . I was proud of that gd.

9/21/10 Dr Hanson, Chores, Hatha Yoga

Dr H's substitute receptionist and assistant is an older, English woman who is . . . a little , well, strange. I know that he doesn't like her because he doesn't treat her well. I decided to welcome her into my world, to listen with respect to everything she said. It turns out that she's an interesting person.

She has a twin brother who still lives in England. Last year I saw a t.v. show about twins and found it fascinating. She told me that she bought a car and told her bro about it. He bought a car on the same day.

9/20/10 Meditation Class, Allergies, The Great Shopping

I wasn't centered this morning. Luke was late as it's been for the past few weeks. He drove too fast to make up time. Anyway, I wasn't centered. Then I had a thought process: this class isn't from me, but it is for me. I need to let Bapuji come through for all of us. I think that happened.

It took strength and it was my GD.

Then, Luke and I went to Dr H for the results of our allergy tests. The news will change our lives, anyway in the eating department. We're both allergic to milk and milk products. Luke is allergic to gluten, eggs and so on. I felt stunned.

But, I also felt that God answered my prayers. If we can stay away from the foods that are harming us, we'll both feel better. I'm the wife and I'm responsible. I went shopping and planning for Luke's meals. I want him to have enough to eat and not to be harmed by foods. So . . . that was a gd.

9/19/10 NM , Emme and Bobby

Went to N.M. early. MKate had to be there as well. She was going to defend the store against our tall, skinny thief. I didn't want her to be alone. So . . . . . that was my first GD. Luckily he knows not to come anymore. (hopefully, it's bye bye skinny guy.)

This was a busy day. I connected with many customers. One woman is just a little over 40 and so exhausted and worn looking. I offered a new way to look at nutrition and skin care. I think she got it that it's time to care for herself, so she can keep on being there for her kids (she's a single mom with a dead beat ex.) When she left, she had a new smile.

We met Emme and Bobby for dinner. We took them out to thank them for their kindness in taking us to the airport and bringing us home again. (California trip)

We had a lovely , relaxed dinner, eating food that we all love.

9/18/10 Movie Night

I was telling Mary Kate that Luke and I have been going to the movies since we were teenagers. Every chance we get. We used to give up dinner to have the $$$$ for more movies.

Let's see ? Well my GD today has to be that I won't write anymore, just watch the Braco video with Luke. He's tired and he needs to see it.

9/17/10 Garden, NM

Debbie came by to start working on our garden. It's a beautiful day and I sit out for awhile.

The kittens liked Debbie. Sometimes they're not so friendly. She told me that she just got twin cats with the same coloring as her old cats (they died of old age.)

I did the banking for NM, then went to work. I helped a few people. So maybe you can say that I did a few small good deeds. When you pay special attention to someone, and it makes them feel happy--it's a good feeling. I did help an older gentleman who had leg cramps like Luke did and some of the other side effects as well. I was able to show him a number of items that Luke uses and he felt the special care. He came in with a long face and left smiling.

Then I called my little sis. I'm trying to support her through some busy, busy times. Also I'm praying hard that she realizes her goals for this year--starting with the rental of her down stairs apartment.

When Luke came home a little late, I let it go. Why get into negativity. Why stress Luke. and darken our night. Another GD.

9/16/10 Oh No. DIdn't go to B Town and why ?????

I was organized this morning. I had everything packed and ready for our trip to B Town. And then, the fateful call. Luke had an accident. Thank you God ! No one was hurt. I got on my shoes and drove right over to the Shell Station where Luke and the other driver were waiting for the police.

I don't think that I did a good deed today. Oh my. A lot of people did GD's for me and for Luke. MaryKate came to the scene to cheer me up and just to be supportive. Jen was very caring and called several times. Xavier--the sweet kid--called to make sure his papa was fine. It touched both of us.

I spent the afternoon taking Luke to get his car repaired and to pick up his rental. He asked me to make a lot of annoying and needless calls. I just quietly did the calls. Just because I felt like he'd been through enough and needed to be talked to and treated quietly. Oh. Maybe that was my GD.

Also, I was so very grateful to God. I found a perfect yellow rose (maybe the last one) in my garden and cut that for God's alter, and then added a pink and white one that smelled yum.

Then I prayed and prayed in utter thanks for the good ending that we were blessed with.

I am keeping myself still and in prayer.

9/14/10 , 9/15/10 Hatha Yoga, Meeting Mousa

9/14/10

Tuesday. I was still a little down. I'm not sure why this mind set is lasting. It's hard to do a pure GD when I'm in a bad state.

I got to Eunice's on time. That's respectful. Eunice is my amazing hair dresser and Mary Kate's little sister. She gives so much of her time and talent to each client. I like to give back. When there is negative conversation going on around us , I turn our little area into a positive place by bringing up uplifting topics of conversation. Then happy energy flows to everyone.

When my hair was finished, I went to Trader Joe's. Luke eats an egg every morning. I got him needed eggs and berries for a healthy lunch.

9/15/10

After my appointment with my computer teacher, I called the Chef, Mousa, who will be Luke and my anniversary gift for Em and Bobby's anniversary celebration. We arranged to meet at

"Three Sisters"--the restaurant where he is head chef.

I was surprised to see that he looks about 15. So sweet. And very well educated. He graduated from one of the top Chef schools in Chicago, and has had a lot of experience as head chef in a variety of restaurants around Indy.

Then I went to Target to return a shirt that didn't work for me. I got little toys for Violet and for Xavier. They'll smile and be so happy.

The guy who returned my shirt was clearly arab. I asked him for a sacred word from his religion to include in the song I'm working on. He smiled such a sweet and happy smile. Like sunshine.

9/13/10 Meditation Class

Meditation class was deep and peaceful. I've been tired, so I just opened my heart and let the meditation energy flow. I count that as my GD for the day. (a present to myself as well) The reading was about the need to be neutral. To find the place of deep peace inside yourself . To find a place that is so deep and peaceful that when things don't happen as we'd like them to, we are still content.

The past two days I've been very crabby. I don't know why. As I study about what's needed to progress spiritually, maybe my shadows are coming up to be dispelled. Hopefully. Good bye shadows. Please leave and don't come back.

Due to crabbiness I haven't done any other GD's today.

But I did however deepen my gratitude for what God has done for me--even though I'm not worthy.

9/12/10 NM Dinner with Emme and Bobby

Nature's Market is a natural forum for GD's. You have a chance to listen to people and help them. Sometimes they let you and sometimes they don't.

I got angry twice. Once, when a customer who has tried to harm NM, came in for more trouble. I had to help him. It doesn't help that he smells, and like in the animal kingdom we have bad blood. I also got mad at this very ostentatiously wealthy couple who came in to try and squeeze an undeserved discount from NM. Sooo ugly. Dripping in diamonds and wanting to save an extra $8.00 and they don't mind lying to do it. Ugggg.

That said, I guess it wasn't a good day for me in the GD department.

I did try. I feel bad when someone is struggling. But . . . not everyone wants help.

I came home and saw my kitten, Greyling. I felt better.

Emme and Bobby did a great good deed to us. They cooked for the best dinner. We sat with the kids and their kids and just talked peacefully.

Well, I do wash the dishes and help to clean the kitchen. Maybe that's today's only GD.

9/11/10 Movie Night

Usually MKate goes to movie night with Luke and I. Today, she didn't feel well. She sounded really tired. Another time, I might have tried to talk her into going anyhow. My GD was not to.

Then on the way to the movie, Luke said something that made me mad. It was so . . . . annoying. I didn't say anything. I said to myself, "What's the dif. It's only words." We moved into another conversational area and had a great evening. So . . . it was a GD to Luke and to myself.

9/19/10 NM, Greyling and me

Nature's Market. It was a slow day. I spent some time with an older lady. She's 80 something, and starting to wrinkle. I don't blame her--she wants to "look 16." So I showed her a few things that add collagen to inside. This will help her joints, hair, and general health as well as giving her a chance to improve her skin. She doesn't have enough $$$ to get everything she needs but she was able to get the Dr's Best collagen product. Also, she shared with me and I think it made her feel special. So that was my GD for today.

We have two indoor/outdoor cats. What often happens is they eat in their dining room and then they want out again. We play a little and have fun, but not for long. Tonight, I had just come home for work. I fed her and she enjoyed her food. Then she went out, but I went out too with a book. We sat on the porch together. She's not a touchy cat. She likes you to pat her and scratch behind her ears--on her terms. She jumped on my lap and I patted her. Then she sat on the table that was right next to me. She had a nap and I read my book. We shared the time in a sweet way.

I spent loving time with Greyling and she got me outside to enjoy nature.

9/9/10 B town / littles and R and R's anniversary dinner

I gave up my prayers this a.m. to talk with someone who needed to talk to me. I don't do this often but it's a beautiful offering when I do.

I listened. I didn't give much advice, but was supportive. I listened. I expressed my compassion. It was great to start my day with a GD. It made my breakfast taste better.

We went to B town. I had a bag full of little surprises for the kids. It's my way to delight them. When I was little and lived with my gamma and papa, he always came home from work with a little gift for me in his pocket--a little pack of gum was the height. It came in a tiny cardboard box and there were two little gums inside. That's how he told me that he loved me. So that's how I tell the littles that I love them.

9/8/10 Dr K, Chores, and NM

On the way to Dr K's office, I called two friends who really needed to know about the healer,

Braco. I left a message with one and talked to the other in person.

At Target I got treats for the grandkids for our trip to B Town tomorrow. A lot of walking.

Also, I remembered to call Luke and ask what he might need at Target and he did need something.

And then, MaryKate asked me to stay at NM to attend a seminar. I didn't want to do it, but I did. Actually, I'm glad because I learned so much.

9/7/10 The Cat does GD to me

I had a lesson with the Bionic Cat (my computer teacher). He is super sweet as well as highly talented. He worked hard and found my lost footage of Johan which was accidentally deleted, as well as other technical matters.

At the end of the lesson, I asked him to play Pet Society with me. A few years ago, he created a cute pet. He doesn't like to play Pet Society, but he lets me play with his creation. After working hard today, he spent time playing with my pet. It made me happy. So that was his GD .

Later, I made a lovely dinner for Luke. And I taught my Hatha Yoga class with love and focus. My GD.

9/6/10 Labor Day--Luke and I share a GD

Our daughter, Emme , had to work today. She's trying to catch up with her new job. Luke and I did fun chores. Then we came home to rest. I got ready to prepare dinner when I realized--Emme will come home late to no dinner.

So I shared some of our yummy rice and my new veggie dish. Em is a veggie, so I made her ravioli as main dish. Luke usually likes to eat at 7:30 so he can watch Jeopardy. He doesn't like to eat late. He came with me to deliver Em's dinner.

We came home feeling good.

My spiritual reading today was: If you want to be enlightened, then let things flow. When you put your two cents in--you'll usually gum up the works.

9/5/10 NM sale day

Today was the 20% off sale at Nature's Market. I came in early so I could be there to help. (mornings are not easy for me) That was my first GD.

A ton of people came into the store. Fun. I love to help people improve their health. I have been feeling better physically. So, I could send more time with individual customers. I helped several customers that I've helped before, and that was a good feeling too. They felt better and were excited to come in and expand on their vit programs.

Patrick is a customer that also cleans my carpets. He's very holistic: eating, exercise and etc. We talked about the value of doing good deeds and honoring the gifts of the divine by sharing. A conversation that uplifted both of us.

9/4/10 Movie night , talking to Nana

After movie night, we had a message from Nana on the phone. I called back. Luke wanted to take a hot bath. Actually, he never wants to talk to Nana, so I call her.

She was happy to hear from me. I tell her positive stories that bring a little hope into her life.

I tell her the stories as many times as she wants to hear them. When she's tired, she hangs up.

Nana has some things other older people don't have--she gets to live in her own home, she can see to read and watch t.v., and she can get around a little. But she's lonely so it spoils everything and that's what she wants to talk about.

I used to judge her because my mom died with almost no vision and almost no hearing. But . . .

I understand that this is her experience and that she has no one to care about her and no one really loves her. My GD is that I called Nana and that I've stopped judging her. Also, that I tell her happy, hopeful things that make her life more shiny and bright.

9/3/10 NM Barbie Comes Home

Here is a GD from God almighty to our family.

My sister has been unhappy in love, right from the start. All these years and she hasn't found a true love. For the past year and 1/2 , she's been writing to an African gentleman who is younger than she is. (a lot) He speaks French. He has a young daughter. He wasn't able to come to America because he couldn't get a visa. She had to go to Cameroon to visit him for the first time.

My sister tends to ask other people for their advice. The one's she asked and many she didn't ask, scared the S out of her. She was terrified the day she had to pack and travel. I did my GD by standing up for her to go and explore this relationship and to see an amazing country like Africa.

The moment she met Augustine, she knew he was the one. And his little daughter--soon to be her little daughter as well--was precious. Barbie called me to say that she had arrived safely, and that all was well. Africa was beautiful and the family was right. She had ten days in Africa.

She just called me with a glow in her voice. God blessed her with a family. There's work ahead but she's got a family. Finally. Thank you God.

9/2/10 B Town

Luke is sick. He is blowing his nose until it's red and coughing. He does a GD by going to B town anyway. It's Rain and Ryan's anniversary and they're only plans were to have dinner with us. (They know that he's sick and their theory is that the little kids are exposed to everything anyway.)

We were going to take the family to dinner, but I know Luke shouldn't stay for dinner. I applaud his taking the long ride to B town to honor Rain and Ryan on their 10th anniversary. What a loving and joyful couple. But he should'nt make himself sicker. We'll take them to dinner next week when we can all enjoy it.

Did I do a good deed? I don't know. Maybe. I was extra nice to Luke. I was extra nice to Xavier--who has a sprained ankle, and Rain --who hurt her foot. Also I drove most of the way to B town and all the way home. Usually Luke drives there and I drive home. Well actually, it wasn't a GD , it was self preservation. Sleeping people can't drive safely, and Luke slept most of the way there.

9/1/10 Dr K and stuff

Someone did a good deed for me. Every Wed I get Boston Chicken. I usually have a coupon for

$2.00, but today I didn't. The guy who takes orders is sweet. Luke and I really like him. He gave me one of the few coupons that he had to give out. He smiled and said that he was happy to give the $2.00 to me. I know that $2.00 isn't the biggest thing in the world, but it was the spirit that made me smile.

Another person to help me was Mary Kate. I shopped at NM and MKate helped me bring it to my car.

I took time at the Chiropractor's and asked about X's sprained ankle.

I let Kay know that I'm praying for her daughter-in-law and new very premie grandson. Also, she was afraid that I wouldn't want to see little Charlie's photo, but I did--so I could pray with his image in mind.

8/31/10 GD at Target

I was shopping at Target (fav store) and had stopped to look at the sale rack.

I heard a child that I thought might be Xavier's age. He was talking about super hero's in the same way that X does. I smiled and asked him mom if he was 8. Sadly she said, no he's 10 but he has a hormonal issue and can't grow.

I talked to the boy about many things. I prayed and offered this child to God for protection (silently of course.) The boy felt happier after our conversation. Then I mentioned the healer, Braco, to the mom. I said that Braco had been part of the healing of many children, otherwise thought of as hopeless. She was grateful.

Maybe she will look him up on line. Maybe not. But blessings were in the air. Her heart center opened and she glowed. She kept thanking me and saying complimentary words. I knew she could feel the blessings . . . .

I taught my Hatha Class. During meditation, I thought of my first Darshan with Baba Muktananda and again the room filled with grace. One of my students had her first mystic experience.

8/30/10 Meditation Class, Chores

Meditation class rocked. We had a new woman. I centered and was right there to give an uplifting class. I had a meditation on the first time I met Baba Muktananda. Luke and I went to the Ashram in S Fallsburg, N.Y. We went up to the desk to register. The kids were with us. Becky, Emmie and little 7 year old Rain. OMG. Suddenly I just wanted to be in the meditation hall. I knew Luke would bring the girls --I did ask him. But in my mind I just wanted to be there --right at that moment. By myself.

So I almost ran down the hallway to the shoe area and then into the meditation hall. The lights were off and everyone was chanting Om Namah Shivaya. The power of the sound--a few thousand people chanting--almost knocked me off my feet. My heart began to race and my breath came fast. A hall monitor came over and asked me if I had ever met Baba. When I said no, she showed me to a front seat right near Baba's chair. I sat down and began to chant myself , becoming a part of the sound.

Suddenly, the feeling of the space changed, became charged. I saw heads turned toward the entrance door. There coming into the room and down the middle aisle was this man--- he was radiant, made of light. It was Baba.

As he walked down the aisle, he paused just for a moment and our eyes met. I began to cry. Oddly the tears just fell from my eyes. Baba pranamed to his Guru, Bhagavan Nityananda. Then, he sat on his seat underneath Nityananda's portrait.

I was stunned. The feeling was not to be put into words. Then Baba joined the chant and my life was changed forever.

So that's what a shared with the class on a spiritual level. And that was my good deed that I didn't really do. When Baba enters the room, he does the GD.

8/29/10 Nature's Market

Working at Nature's Market I feel like I help people. A gentleman came in with his little boy. He's about Jennifer's age and he has big digestive issues. I gave him four nutrients that could help him feel better. Also I gave him some samples to try. I invited him to come back and let me know how he does.

He left with a smile and a good feeling. And his little boy was friendly and adorable.

Actually, I was able to help several people today and they all left with a smile.

8/28/10 not so . . . hummmm

Ok . It's all true. I wasn't in the best mood today. Neither was Luke. So we snapped. Instead of trying the GD way, I yelled and he yelled and we both pouted.

But . . . we moved on and had a fun movie night. My good deed was that I could have picked a chick flick, instead I chose a film that we'd all love and we did. We saw "The Other Guys, " with

Mark Wahlberg and Will Ferrell.

8/27/10 Car. Hurt Toe. Nature's Market

I had to bring in my car. I do feel better and so far I haven't had to take the antibiotic that I lived on last year. But I'm still tired. So as I entered Firestone, the heavy door crunched my toe. It hurt and made me feel ikk. Also my toe bled and I could feel my shoe getting blood-gooey.

My best friend, Mary Kate, did a great good deed and picked me up. Honestly, I was concerned that the door was filthy and that I'd get an infection. We went to Nature's Market. This was a GD for Kay. She had an issue in her family and needed to leave.

MKate helped me to clean my toe and get an antibiotic bandaid on it. Then I got to work and Kay was able to leave. Good Deeds are like magic seeds. They grow into more sparkling and sunny good deeds. It's all happy.

8/26/10 B Town Kids and Grandkids

When you play with kids, you have to step back and see what they need. Today, Xavier wanted to play with his Pokemon cards. He loves them. So I sat on the floor and helped him to organize his huge pile of cards. He found good cards --level x and e x--that he didn't know he had AND we relaxed together.

In the flow, a neighbor came by to borrow pasta and quess what-- she gave the rubber bands that we needed to put our piles of similar cards together.

I remembered to bring chocolate and a few jelly beans for each kid. When I was little, I lived with my grandparents. Every night, when he came home from work, my grandpa brought me a little colored pack of chicklets--two in a pack. It was always the same and I was always totally thrilled. Gramdpa loved me and the little pack of gum (two in a pack) told me it was true. Now I return the favor and the kids feel the love.

8/25/10 Kids go home to New Jersey

It's sometimes hard to live with your adult kids. Becky and Kevin spend 5 days with us. Becky and I did our best to share mutual space.

Sometimes, I found it hard. I was determined to rewrite our script. Before I spoke a sharp, angry or critical word, I asked myself the big question--"Does it matter?" And most of the time, it didn't.

Because I didn't force most situations, we ended our time together in a soft and loving way. So . . GD's work. We ended sweetly and in the past--we haven't always been able to pull it off.

OMG---- GD is short for GOD. Hummmm.

8/23/10 Xavier , Becky and Kevin

I should have washed my hair today--among many other things. Instead I went to breakfast with Becky, Kevin and Xavier. Xavier was happy to have me there. Kevin and Becky come all the way to Indy to see family, so they were happy as well.

Xavier met a new friend. So sweet.

My little sis left for Africa and I was able to support her. (even though she never, ever listens to me) Still, she'll remember that I was in her corner.

When I left the Pancake House to teach my class, I had made a sacrifice to do a GD and to make others happy. I felt peaceful and I was open to a deep meditation class. Honestly the room felt so quiet that I didn't want to come out of meditation myself.

8/29/10 X's birthday party--fun

Sometimes you do things for family. I've had a bad cold and with me that can lead to problems. Today was xavier's birthday. It's a family party that Becky and Kevin fly in for and Rain and Ryan wait for Luke and I to come back from Bear Valley so we can celebrate together.

I stood up and took everything I could and went to B town to celebrate. And I prayed that I'd be there for the kids.

When Violet saw me, she was so excited. She smiled really big and said, "Gramma!" And she ran over to me and gave me a big hug. They she went back to playing with her friend. But the greeting was precious.

I did a good deed and I was showered with love.

I was tired, but I ate a little extra and it put me on my feet.

When Aunti Becky and Uncle Kevin wanted to bring Xavier home to our house--I started to say no. Then I thought they don't get to see the kids often. We'll manage. And we did. What a sweet feeling.

8/28/10 GD as Limo

I planned a surprise for my daughter, Becky, and her husband, Kevin. They were coming in from N.J. and I hired a stretch limo to pick them up from the airport. They loved it.

It was fun to hear the happy sound in her voice.

8/27/10 Getting Ready for X's Birthday

My daughter, Becky, called during my morning prayer time. I don't give this time up easily but when I do; I consider my offering of time to be love and prayer. It was fun. I don't talk to Becky often, so we had a chance to catch up.

The rest of the day I spent getting the house organized and ready for Becky and Kevin's visit.

8/19/10 Chores

Luke and I did needed chores today.

We started with a plan--get a little bear for Violet. We didn't find it at Wal Mart. (I pledged not to shop at Target--they gave money to people who hate and I can't go along with that) We did find that Wal Mart has the special battery for our phone AND they make keys. While we looked for small, pink bears for Violet, we went in different directions. I tried to call him on his cell --this is a huge issue for us--his phone was off.

I felt a little mad. But I thought how can I finally get this cell phone issue to resolve itself. For the first time, I put my dark side away (wow) I thought I know . . . I'll charge Luke for every time he forgets to turn on or to take his phone. Not a lot. $5.00. And I'll be indulgent with my $$$. Oh yes. You can be indulgent with $5.00.

When I told Luke and I wasn't mad, Luke smiled. He thought it was a fun idea and so much better than nagging. Our whole day went awesome.

The rest of our day . . . went awesome. Light. Happy. Fun. The power of a good deed to create world peace.