12/25/10 Christmas Morning , Home to Indy

Last night, I made a decision to get up early (for me) and be present with the kids while they were opening their gifts. I was thinking of others--the whole family. They all wanted us to be present with them for breakfast. I didn't sleep well in the motel (too much sugar) but I got up anyway. Showered and was ready for a day of fun and family.

Rain is being surprised by me. I get up when it's appropriate--more and more--and I'm present with people who love me and want me to share life with them.

Mostly I played with the kids. It's Christmas and I wanted to help create great memories for them. Luke and I realized that these kids are so amazing. They got so much today, but it didn't throw them off or make them nuts and wild. They were polite and said thank you. They played nicely with their things.

It was a beautiful peaceful time. We stayed as late as we could. I was very, very tired driving home. I didn't say anything, because I knew that Luke was even more tired. I did ask Rain to make me green tea and that did help. As soon as we started driving, Luke went right to sleep and he slept for most of the ride. I just prayed and kept drinking the green tea. God was with me and I stayed steady. But I have to say that I might have fallen asleep without the tea.

The ride home was God's grace to me. It was safe and quiet. I was able to stay focused. GD's are not only things we do, but the gratitude we feel for what is done for us.

I'm going to send a Blue Mountain card to Rain. She worked so hard cooking and wrapping gifts and setting a beautiful table. I want to let her know that she's appreciated.